don't be outraged, be outrageous

comin' up!

11/22 Gym & Dinner w/ Jacquie

11/23 Gym & Volunteering for the Massachusetts Society to Prevent Cruelty to Children

11/24 Jack A.M.

11/25 Susan A.M. + Dad & Sadie P.M.

11/26 Friendly Toast A.M.

11/27 D.L. Hughley Show P.M.

11/28 Last day w/ Dad & Sadie, Jack P.M.

 

STATE FAIR

Went to the Minnesota State Fair (2nd largest in the country) w/ one of my besties the lovely Renee & her boyfriend Zach.  We consumed:

- curly fries w/ cheese & sour cream

- mini donuts

- caramel apple slices

- apple cider float

- lingonberry float

- draft root beer

- cheese curds

Could have had: fried alligator, huge rice krispie treats in a million flavors, deep fried candy bars, s'mores, bucket o' choc. chip cookies, kettle corn, australian battered potatoes, etc. etc.

Slid down the giant slide, met Freddy Kruger, Jack Sparrow, and MJ's zombie ghost at the haunted house, Renee & Zach went through Ye Old Mill tunnel from 1937, saw lots of exhibits, saw pigs, chicks, ducks, sheep, horses, cows (also the babies!), and a little dog show.

Awesome times!!

post-borderline

relaxtion - yoga - exercise - running - tennis

healthy - responsible - on-time - routine/schedule

fun - eating - friends - family - saving

what do you want your life to look like?

big spender - dog owner - writer - lots of exercise - constantly going to fun stuff - drinking & drug misuse - hotness - dignity & self respect - always meeting new people - making more and more $ at work - no therapy - danger - investments - new ideas - always learning - synthesis - combination & cumulation - comedy - life improvement & transferring this to others - no rush

The Low Points

1. Moving out of the apartment of an abusive girlfriend.

2. Getting Dumped.

3. Wanting to be dead for four or more weeks and inflicting emotional stress on myself resulting in a muscle spasm in my back requiring 4-6 advil/day, physical therapy, ice and bengay regularly, and certain stretching & exercises

nachos for breakfast

and a story about my codependency.

Dog Days Are Over

Happiness hit her like a train on a track
Coming towards her stuck still no turning back
She hid around corners and she hid under beds
She killed it with kisses and from it she fled
With every bubble she sank with her drink
And washed it away down the kitchen sink

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
The horses are coming
So you better run

Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your love and your longing behind
You cant carry it with you if you want to survive

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
Because here they come

And I never wanted anything from you
Except everything you had and what was left after that too, oh
Happiness hit her like a bullet in the head
Struck from a great height by someone who should know better than that

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
Because here they come

Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your loving, your loving behind
You cant carry it with you if you want to survive

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
Because here they come

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
The horses are coming
So you better run 

no one needs to know right now

No One Needs to Know

Song by Shania Twain

never again

I'm never going to Michigan ever ever again.  Except maybe to visit Sadie at college.

"Look how my body goes with this dress, Jack. I don't need to be dealing with amateurs."

http://www.google.com/search?sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8&q=avery+jessup

Basically every lady should adopt this attitude.